Uncorking Curiosity: Setting Down My Obsession With Goals
Reframing ambition to recenter on curiosity and passion
For many years, I treated my goals like a sommelier exam wine tasting flight: strategically planned, rigorously documented, and rarely spontaneous. Each January, I architected detailed frameworks that tracked my marketing career aspirations, my fitness goals, my wine education progress, and even my planned adventures. It was exhilarating, and utterly exhausting.
This year, I abandoned my exam-level conditions. As I began considering my goals and aspirations, I took a step back and thought, “What if I don’t have any goals? What happens then?” The nervousness I felt in posing the question to myself was a cue that I was on the right track. What if, instead of driving towards some well-defined ambition, I simply followed what energizes me, whether in marketing, wine, technology, mindfulness, AI, adventures, or any space in between? This framing felt both terrifying and liberating.
From Goal Obsession To Open-Ended Curiosity
For decades, I treated goal planning like a meticulous process. Color-coded bullet journals, monthly and quarterly check-ins, metrics for everything from revenue targets to personal development milestones. I was suffocating my own capacity for discovery.
As I’ve been pruning my old habits and elaborate frameworks, three insights have emerged thus far.
The Invisible Cost of Complex Goal Systems
Years of intricate goal-setting created tunnel vision I didn’t recognize until I stepped away. When every choice was filtered through predetermined objectives, I missed serendipitous connections and collaborative opportunities. Research shows that curiosity improves leadership effectiveness and team performance. Dropping my relentless goals focus has freed mental space for more nuanced judgment calls, deeper connections, more creativity, and joyful spontaneity that inflexible metrics would have filtered out.
From Proving Worth To Embodying It
During a particularly honest moment of self-reflection, I realized that many of my goals have been architected for the sake of proving my worth to myself and others. Instead, I needed to embody a new truth: that my worth is inherent, not earned. This mindset shift has transformed the rhythm of my daily work and where I choose to point my focus. Instead of checking boxes to validate my competence, I’ve started saying yes to the projects and pursuits that feel genuinely energizing. I’ve started saying no to perceived priorities driven purely by status or optics. As a result, my voice as a leader has grown stronger, more confident, and more self-possessed.
Curiosity As An Operating System For Today’s Landscape
Relinquishing the grip of goals has made more space for curiosity. As I’ve leaned further into this mindset, I’ve begun to see curiosity as a personal operating system advantage, particularly in today’s landscape. From my vantage point as a MarTech leader, AI is fundamentally upending the game. We’re in the midst of a once-in-a-lifetime evolution of digital engagement, data, and technology, and what it means for companies and brands to deliver against consumer expectations. From my vantage point as a sommelier, AI has completely transformed the way in which wine nerds study, evaluate, and recommend wines. Whether in the board room or the tasting room, I am observing a daily grappling with how we navigate an unknown future. In these settings, curiosity is the salve. Nobody can fully predict the future of how AI will change our lives and businesses. Instead, we must approach today’s moment with open-ended wonder, mixed with deep-seated instincts born from years of expertise.
An Invitation to Engage... or Why On Earth Am I Writing This
As I’m retraining the vines of my mind to grow in new directions, I’m also rewiring how I choose to engage. This substack is an example of my practice in action. Kat of years past would be quick to delineate the end game of this space, to get clear on what she’s seeking to accomplish and how long it’ll take to achieve. But, the reality is that I can’t possibly know my end game here. What I do know is that I crave more space to reflect and connect on the topics I’m curious about - marketing, wine, technology, AI, mindfulness, and all the mess in the middle. My hope is to root this space in what matters to me, and perhaps along the way, uncork an idea or an inspiration for others, too.